Wanderings of a Broken Heart (Poem by me)

No matter what I do
I can't get you off my mind
There is nothing I can do about it
I just sit with memories
They spin around my head

I can't explain this feeling
This hole inside my chest
Every night its ripped open
Every day its throbbing

Every promise you said
Were they all lies?
Will I ever really know?
I don't think I will

There is no cure for this
There is no salve or balm
I cannot get away from it
It is overwhelming

Now you've disappeared
I reach to you and there is nothing
I want to feel the warmth again
I fear it is impossible to be saved.

Maybe someday I will forget
Right now I would love to be freed
For now I am forever lost
Lost in this world of chaos

Unanswered Questions (Poem by me)

What do you do when you can't do anything?
Where do you go when the one place you felt love is gone?
How do you feel when there is only pain?
Who do you go to when the person you love disappears?
Why do you live when its killing you?
There is no time for doubt in life.
I don't doubt the fact that I love you.
I want you to be happy, but I'm still bleeding.
I feel my throat close everynight with tears.
My dreams aren't dreams anymore.
My thoughts are dark.
I wait in futile desire, hopelessly thinking you're there.
I want to end my pain, but I can't.
So where do I go now that you're gone?
What do I do when I can't do anything?
How do I get over this when you still have my heart?
Who do I go to when you were the one?
Why does this not surprise me anymore?

My Dark Prince (Poem by me)

In the dark I weep alone
Wondering if anyone cares
I sleep to dream of you
Only to wake to see you not there

I sit in my corner
Waiting for you
I know your there
Come find me

I scream I love you
But no one hears
I cry out with anguish
And scream your name

But I am alone, dead and cold
I try to find you
To tell you I love you
Only I can't see in these mists around me

I need help and then I see a light.
I slowly follow it
Wondering why its there
I see you and i don't feel so alone

My body and soul become alive again
I feel warm and i smile...
But then you disappear

I scream for you
I yell your name once more
I am alone now
Scared and cold again

And so i sit crying
And waiting in my corner
Until then i lie bleeding
With nothing but
Hopeless hope as a friend...

I still see you in the distance
I try to say your name
But you can't seem to hear me
I know your looking
But I seem invisible...

Come closer my dark prince
For you are so near me
I can feel your breath
Bringing me to life

I can see again
I can feel...
I love you my prince
And now we are one again

The Sensations You Bring (Poem by me)

For once in my life
I feel this is right
Being in your arms
I dont need to fight

Your eyes so blue
Put me at ease
For I see the true you
And the love you have for me.

Dont fret your mistakes
They are already forgiven
I love all of you
and your false steps.

You've given me a light
I worried I'd never see
Some say I've done the same
for you as you have me

This feeling is like a high
Only it never fades
It is a constant sensation
free of jaded shades.

You've made me fall head over heals
Yet it doesnt hurt at all
Dont forget this
For my love is not small